Milestones...

You ever have one of those milestones that just absolutely rocks your world...well folks..I just had one. Yup. I am twenty-five...half way to fifty...a quarter of a way to one hundred..fuckin old. Let me give you the spark notes version of this post since I could literally go on and on about how I feel old. But before you roll your eyes and close this post..I am not old..25 is not old...25 is no where close to being old...it's how I feel at 25.

All through out high school and most of college, you picture what your life will be like later in life. Most of my life I have always wondered what it would be like to be older...it's a terrible characteristic..I can never be just content...I always wonder where my life will go, who I will be, what I will be doing. So while in high school and college..I always pictured 25 as a huge milestone... I would be graduated from college, living in a great city, with a great apartment, an awesome job, and incredible boyfriend (possibly engaged) and of course having Bruce..because that dog completes me.

Although I don't have all those things perfectly together..my life is still a hot mess 99% of the time...it just makes me realize that I am at a crucial milestone; one that I have been looking forward to for years...and I am so happy. My life is no where close to where I thought it was going to be..honestly I am glad that some things didn't work out the way I thought they were going to, because it got me to where I am now...and I could not be more grateful.

I hate, hate, hate that when people ask me how old I am..I now have to say I am 25 or half way to 50..blah.  It's okay though...I can only imagine where I will be at 30..stay tuned.

Cheers!